Dear Douchebag,
First off, FUCK YOU. Second, id it make you feel like a big man to treat me that way? Do you think your two skanky girlfriends will be more likely to fuck you now? Because I don’t get it. I personally would never again speak to someone who could treat another human being the way you treated me. But I guess that’s just me.

I remember way back in grade school reading the book Blubber and crying my eyes out over what that poor little fictional girl went though. Even though I was skinny and cute, it bothered me. And now, I’m her. I’m Blubber. I’m fat.

And what I have finally learned is that when you are fat, or ugly, or disabled, or mentally challenged, or disfigured, is that you have no rights. You have no right to eat, or dance, or be happy, or sing, or do anything. You have no right to be you, be human, have feelings. I’ve learned that people have a right to put their hands on you and you should feel lucky for the attention. Even if they turn and laugh with their friends afterward about the fat/ugly/disfigured/retarded girl.

I’ve learned that even though I treat people with respect, and I work hard to help people and devote time and money to charity and I make people laugh and I love my kids and I take my grandma to bingo and I worry about the homeless and hungry and pray for peace and love and kindness every night, that I am worthless – a joke. That I am defined by my looks, my body. That I am worthless. That I am a joke.

I guess I always did like to be funny, so…thanks…i guess. I hope you all got a kick out of the fat girl.


About sugarmag

Forty-sdjhfkjsdhfkjsdh year old mom of 2 - a 18 year old boy and a 11 year old girl. I love them very much, but they drive me crazy. I'm married and work full-time. I'm not sure which of these is the most exhausting, but probably the husband. I'm opinionated. I'm outspoken. I'm loud. I'm an over-sharer. I think Tom Cruise is a jackass. I like to say jackass. I like to swear, period. Fuckers. I love to read. I struggle with my weight. I love my job. I dress my pets up and ridicule them regularly. I am not afraid to cut my hair and I don't understand people who are. I hate getting old. I love to laugh. Make me laugh, OK?

9 responses »

  1. First of all: Sooo not true. You are NOT worthless You are not defined by the shell that encases you but what is inside of you. You are beautiful. You have beautiful sweet children. Your enigmatic. I am sorry that Jerk had to try to make himself look good by putting you down. No one deserves that. It shows how little of a man he is. I am sorry your heart is tender and sore. I am sorry you feel the way you do. I relate to the whole size thing, and it sucks. Lets go sit on him. (((hugs)))

  2. You give yourself the "right" to do all those things. He can't take it away, he only thinks he can, somewhere inside his teeny tiny brain.Jerks are everywhere. Might be time to start packing a gun. Okay, kidding about that gun thing…

  3. I've been brought to tears many times by assholes. I know that they only put others down because they are worthless and that's the only way they can make themselves feel better, but it still hurts. I always vow that I'm not going to give them the power to hurt me, but we're human, right?

  4. Gina: you are so funny and beautiful and I wish I could kick this guy's ass for you. And I agree with everyone else here, too. He's got a small penis. And probably a smaller brain.ciao,rpm

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